Mind opened- The true me comes out

As I lay in the midst of my past self inflicted religiosity, my eyes are now opened. I am now awakened to my true self and the one who God has made me. Many look at me as an outcast in the Christian realm but in reality I am no different than many. I am me. The only difference is that am no longer afraid to be who I really am. No longer a follower of what people want to see but who God made me to be. My visions are dark and do have a mysterious edge but I am wonderfully made and unique for a reason. My talents are used for the lost of the lost to be reached. The church may never understand my purpose and my drive. I will no longer try to please the people of the church but reach the ones in the darkness for the kingdom. The best of me is yet to come. Get ready for 2011.